Umm... humm... ok....
Last night I went with R to a B-day party for the 9yo son of a family friend. I picked out a cool gift for us to take, kids metal detector, which was a big hit. I thought things went ok, I was having fun talking to his brother and brother-in-law. Once again they made lots of fun about me being from Wi, which was ok. They were talking about going up to the camper they have and how J-ville was were they went if they wanted to do anything. I drank a ton of champagne, not my normal drink, but it looks like I'm going to have to learn how to like wine if I hang with him much more. I also am going to have to find out how many calories some of the things I ate are...but I'm not going to worry to much about that. We left about 11:30pm, since R had to be at work at 7am, and I was getting sleepy from champagne.
I get home, and I'm drinking a ton of water to combat the headache that is already forming from the champagne when I get a TM. It reads " Hun, I don't know if this is to early to say this to you. I love you."
I. kid. you. not.
I choked then proceeded to sprayed my kitchen with the large drink of water I had just taken. It took me about 5 min to stop choking long enough for me to text him back and say "ummm yeah, too soon." I couldn't even think of what else to say.
We have know each other for less than 3 weeks. This was technically our 3rd date. And the boy has been treating me like his sister, hugs when we meet, 2 second smooch when we separate, which is almost the same thing I get from everyone else around him. WTF? I'm sorry but I am not quite sure how to proceed with this! I am not even sure I like him enough to keep seeing him...though I love his family, who has welcomed me every time I see them as if I am his long time GF.
Yes it is nice to be wanted and to have things done for me, but is it just rude of me to let him think that there is hope, when I am not even sure of it myself?
Posted in: General Life on Saturday, May 19, 2007 at 10:10 AM
