Sheer Blind Unequivocal Terror


That was the mood today as I stepped on the scale and realized that I was back up to ###. (sorry I just can't be that open about this here, where lord know who may see it) That terror was made worse when I looked at a calendar and realized that my best friends wedding who I ordered a dress from in December is only 14 weeks away! At the time I ordered it I was at a lower weight and in between two sizes so I ordered the SMALLER ONE! Now I want to beat my self in the head and say why oh why did you do that. So here I am back to the Spark People plan in the hopes that I can get myself down to that weight in time. I went and looked up the size chart for the dress and got the measurements I MUST be inorder for it to fit me when it gets here. I could almost cry as I see that I need to lose a total of 6.75” to be able to fit into it!

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