In other news.....
Yeah I know slap my hand again for being a bad blogger. Life has been a little bland lately, if you don't count work or diet stress or not getting your paychecks.
I have been reading a few old posts and have realised that I am not as unhappy as I was a few months ago. Yes I am now 30(!) and yes I have not been on a date or a date like thing in over 2 months, but I am ok with that.
I have been thinking about me and what I wish to accomplish in the next year/5 years etc. and I have come to realise that I don't need anyone else in my life to make that happen. I mean what have I been waiting for? I need to think about a new car in the next year and in 2-3 years I want to purchase a house. So that means I need to get on the ball and figure out how that is going to happen. Also since I have passed a big marker I also need to think about my retirement fund.
I have been thinking about being single...what this means to my past dreams and my future ones. I had always thought that I would be all into the family thing by now....but as you can see, not happening. So I have to decided that I am ok with that or I am just going to make myself unhappy all the time. So to that end I am not looking any more. I am taking myself out of the game so to speak in order to take off what could be a life time of stress over it.
So all in all lately I am optimistic that things will get better...I will be less stressed over some things I can't change and try to work on me.
Posted in: General Life on Tuesday, April 24, 2007 at 11:04 AM
